Monthly Archives: January 2013

milky way galaxy

 

I had watched an animation of how our solar system is situated in the milky way galaxy, and how the sun moves at incredible speed (132 miles per second) dragging us along, and how our sun revolves around it’s own sun which then revolves around its own sun, and how long that takes solar system to go complely around the galaxy about 122 billion years, (wow, talk about a long time!!!!!)can you imagine if you were on a space ship going 11 millions miles a day? wow, you could really cover some distance in no time, but really with regard to the galaxy and universe that is like going down the street in real time and distance. The producer of the video likened our sun to a comet with our planets revolving around in a vortex like sprial rather then circle.

And when I looked at the milky way galaxy and where our solar system was I was flabergasted at how tiny we were in relation to sirus, the center sun, and to the milky way galaxy itself. WOW!!!! And it is amazing that there are millions of other galaxies out there that are even bigger so I have been told. why do I bring this up? Well I have been watching and reading so much stuff from everyone to economists, scientists, to political anaylstes, to enviromental “experst”, to free will thinkers and philosphers you name it I have watched or read it. And I got to thinking after all the stuff I disagreed and agreed, I realized something that really puts it all into perspective.

We are incredily tiny, I mean really tiny, we have no idea how tiny we are in relation to all these forces in our world. The sun, sirus, the galaxy, the suns speed thorugh the universe, the distances we can’t even imagine, the powerful forces we can’t see like magnetism, gravity and proton belts and the whole works.

So when I think about all the stuff I have learned, mans attempts to solve the big problems of the world thorugh their ideas, some even using the power of the state (it’s military, police, lawmaking etc) and money I am taken aback at the arrogance we have, some without knowing it, to think we can solve big problems of wars, death, poverty, climate changes, desertification, forest management, water management, injustice, simply by giving power to another group calling themselves government, and using a few tools designed by scientists and researchers like cloud seeding, changing the amount of a trace gas like co2, or controling the weather in ways to avert perceived disasters or population control, increasing buaracracies, and forcing policy and rules on people for the sake of some problem when they don’t even understand the problem, the physics and how everything was designed, and cant even see beyond our own surroundings or know the difference between a truth and a lie, between justice and injustice, or between moral rights and wrongs and are on this planet a short time, and unable to even control our own thoughts very well, how in the name of anything sensible can we think we can do anything to alter these forces when we can’t even keep ourselves from dying or getting sick?

what has possessed even scientists and researchers who can see alot more about the forces of nature then us who can see the design, complexity, and the minimal impact we have on controling them, to even think they can control even the most rudimentary physical laws, let alone a complex system like the earth’s climate, land and water use, and massive problems humans have faced for thousands of years? wouldnt it be prudent to recognize our limitations and the need for something greater than ourselves? wouldnt it be good to humble ourselves and ask for help? Should we not now see the importance of jesus words when he said pray this way (our father in the heavens may your name be santified (hallowed) let your kingdom come, let your will take place as in heaven also upon the earth.)?

what say you?

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howdy,

low carb diet update, I have been following this diet pretty good for 19 weeks now, here is a report, most days I manage to eat pretty healthy carbs only alone with my normal protein/fat combo. a few days I was eating lower quality carbs and my total carbs for the day was a bit elevated, I was hungry for carbs, then my appetite for carbs would drop like a rock,  and my total caloires would drop also, it is like for a few days the carb diet is working well, staying around 25 percent, sometimes 27 or 28 and occassionally 30 percent of total caloires, depending on my hunger, food availability and cravings. then all of a sudden I get some cravings for lower quality food like ice cream which I make sure to buffer with alot of fat and protein added, like peanut butter.

for three days a few weeks ago, I was craving barbecue corn chips, weird I know, even when I wasn’t following any diet seldom did I crave that! but I always ate it with alot of nuts too so as to tone down the carbs in the food (even tho the labels says the fat caloires far outnumber the carbs in it.) but then that craving went away and I was back on track. my percentage of carbs went up a little on those days to about 30 percent.

my periods have regulated, gotten lighter, less pms, like 10 percent of what it used to be, but still dealing with sleeplessness at night, sleep a few hours wake up and it is like my insides won’t calm down for some reason. sometimes I go to bed tired out but then my insides take a while to calm down, it is weird, always had this problem for many years, this diet is not causing it.

now that I am in the midst of menopause it has gotten worse, really weird, sleeping thorugh the night seems to be long standing challenge. this explains why I seldom have alot of energy during the day, I do tend to do better i summer then winter. probably lack of sunshine, heat and our bodys are trying to conserve anyway who knows.

I am wondering when I can increase quality carbs, how do I know my insulin resistance has completly reversed? I am guessing if I lose alot of fat weight, stop having bad nights like this, and can sleep much better that might be my cue to go ahead and up my quality carbs to maybe 50/50.

hopefully it will get better, I wonder if vitamin supplement would help the lack of energy and inability to sleep well. any suggestions?

 

 

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Howdy my friends, neighbors and all concerned people

I just finished reading some interesting stuff on agenda 21, or shall I say sustainable development, out of the united nations is where it orginated. Many call it smart growth, visioning or whaterver you want to refer to it. here is one thing I found a bit unerving, but understandable, and that is while yes we have a series problem in the world, enviromental issues, poverty, wars and the like,  anyone can focus on these problems, and offer their idea of a solution,  many have offered their ideas of a solution from philosphy of non violence or initiation of force against another, to free interchange of trade, to use or resources to build wealth that eventually trickles down to others, directly or indirectly, to sustainable development, to charity involvement, to government involvement is creating a fairer world, I have to ask this question?

How can anyone create a fair world without being unfair? all governments have one common theme, use of violence or force to achieve seemingly noble ends. Everything to enforcement of policy, use of currency controls and job creation or destruction to every kind of coercive control to achieve what seems like a good end. agenda 21 is an example, it is being implemented very aggressivly with the idea of ending poverty, enviromental degradgation, and to secure food and security for all now and in the future. This is right out of the united nations, which the bible prophesied would arise from the seventh world power (anglo-american empire) and exercise its role like an eighth king. False religion rides this eight king controlling its actions.

what methods of force are being used here? enviormental laws that are draconian and not based on science, excessive taxation, global free trade to reduce the standard of living in the usa, land seizure based in frivolous grounds, and abuse of many laws on the books with one idea in mind, force you off the land into the cities. This is happening all over the world in fact.  their vision is forced on people against their will in many cases. thier desire is to do exactly what Satan wanted done and has done in times past.  if you ever read some of the comments of the people behind this you notice they have nothing but contempt for people, they consider the common man a plague, a parasite, greedy no good so and so. does this remind anyone of anything? the religious leaders of jesus day? who called the common people people of the land (which is a derogatory title).

All this strikes as an attempt to destory people’s happiness not enhance it. look at the two pictures above, these are from my calender, these pictures filled me with joy, it thrills me to think I will be doing so many of the things I have always wanted but couldn’t due to the condition of the world limitations in where I can live and play due to financial and health considerations. But the agenda 21 ers are not concerned with our happiness, otherwise why would they be so bent on outlawing all the things that bring man pleasure, happiness and self sufficieny? why is man being hemmed in by more and more laws and regulations preventing people from spreading their wings and flying freely? If these people get what they want, this is how we will live (ever seen the video about an african neighborhood? i did it was horrid they are truly hemmed in by fencing, they had no toilets, a sewage trench down the middle of the road, muddy floors and hungry children, armed guards and extreme poverty which they aer not allowed to try and alleviate by using their own resources there).

this is what these people have in mind, 

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mind you this is for everyone whether they want to live here or not. now which do you prefer the first two pictures above which is what Jehovah wants for people, or what the agenda 21 ers want? all land outside of this will be restricted heavily (probably will have to earn credits to get a permit to visit the forests for camping or hiking or swimming). all jobs will be assigned and food will be grown within 100 miles which translates there will be food rationing. there is more but this is horrible enough. if all I had to face was this future, I would rather not be here, But thanks to Jehovah he has other things in mind for mankind and living in a slave labor camp or concentration camp (notice the word concentration) working long hours for little reward is not what it is. this is really human resource farming, think factory farming of animals.

ps, by the way that top picture of people playing with all the wonderful crittors most of these creepy enviromentalists, creepy elites and collective mind set people would cringe. they hate to see people happy and enjoy their own enviroment. they feel we should not be allowed to touch nature hardly at all let alone enjoy it without their permission.

hi folks

if you don’t want to be depressed do not read this.

today I am feeling a bit down, hormones? anyway my diet has deterioted a little bit,  nothing major, but I am feeling a little depressed today. I was thinking about my life and realized how I really don’t have alot of  close friends. I know many people are busy with their own lives and I am too, but it seems so hard for me to make good friends, not having alot of energy myself it is hard or impossible for me to do alot of reaching out, I try when I go to meetings or whatever to take the initiative (I have always been that way taking the initiative to be friends to others for many years now) but it seems not to many really find me interesting enough, I do have some friends that tolerate me, but not the kind of friends who you feel you can talk to about anything (except one or two). I know they are busy doing a good work helping others and I don’t want them to stop, when . once I was at a get together and it was hard to get anyone to hardly talk to me, sure they talked a little but mostly out of courtesy (except one or two who I have known many years) I even seen a friend of mine who I worry about sitting off to the side and hardly anyone went over to talk to her, so I did, I even went for a little hike with her, I never see her smile by the way, I think she suffers depression or something I kind of want call her on the phone, but maybe she doesn’t want to be bothered?

I am just thinking too how the pressures of satans world may have alot to do with this, unconsciously we may be getting dragged down  mentally and emotionally by it. no way do I want to ever be a burden to anyone, but it is so hard to make good friends and keep them.  I don’t think I have the energy to do that for to long, my hubby is my bestest earthling friend. Maybe my hormones has gotten my emotions all in a rag tag, so don’t pay me to much mind, anyway my diet deteroited a little bit, these last couple of days my appetite doens’t seem to want to shut down, I think the diet has benefitted me in that I am ovulating, you ever get that sharp pain near your ovaries? well I would get them and they lasted for days, now only a couple of hours and it doens’t hurt at much either. my last period was very light and normal for a change (after the last 15 years of not).

it is amazing how our hormones can affect our emotions so weirdly, I know my friends are busy with jobs and such and they know they can’t visit during the week as my hubby is a daysleeper and all and on the weekends they have their families to care for and spiritual activities to get involved in so I understand. I just wish this world did not place so many demands on us to perform (just so we can live a half way decent life) and would allow  more time and energy to socialize more. build up a loving association as it were.

I wish I could get off my own duff and take the initiative myself more, but now that it is winter I am more laid back lacking that drive, that energy I usually have in the summer to do something anything to brighten up my own mood, like go for a walk (to snowy, no sidewalks) or use the treadmill, (boring). sometimes with me it is just a matter of that first leap, usually. now I just want to bang my head against a wall and say come on bert, get up do something anything. lol.

so Ithink I will just bite the bullet and get on that treadmill. talk to you all later.